I AM A SURVIVOR. I could have been one of the numberless child abuse victims that have been seen in the obituaries.I could have given in to the darkness that surrounded me at every turn. I could have taken my own life. (As I've said in a song I wrote called "If" "Should I let my father kill me, or should I do it myself?") The human spirit, no matter how much darkness there is, sometimes finds the tiniest bit of light in the darkest of places. I am Unbreakable.
Sunday, September 7, 2014
Let It Gooooooo! (Video)
Funny..Last March I sang this song (I am a singer by trade- been in a band who was invited as one of 3 bands to be in Studio 7s "Battle Of the Bands" and would have gotten a contract if we won...IF I wouldn't have been Mormon at the time and played and gigged on Sunday: so don't be scared to click on it...lol) after the "inquisition" of a full
month from my asinine bishop for my Ordain women profile where he took
my temple recommend- I had been ridiculed at church (And my husband
doing something called home teaching got bawled out by a member for my
marriage equality sign in my yard- too damn bad! Its MY yard!) and just
plain bullied by the Mormon Church Presidency in my area and this was my
way of coping singing: I notice how tired and sad I look, but
I was starting to let go...http://www.singsnap.com/karaoke/watchandlisten/play/ba86319faA song I sang yesterday I look completely free and happy compared...Singing a song called "This is God" http://www.singsnap.com/karaoke/watchandlisten/play/c5bbb1563
(I think it sums up EVERYTHING I feel about the world and how we should
treat people. Its a song that is from "Gods" perceptive) I think there
is a HUGE literal change in how I look...I am liberated from all the
ridiculousness. And it actually physically SHOWS.
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