I AM A SURVIVOR. I could have been one of the numberless child abuse victims that have been seen in the obituaries.I could have given in to the darkness that surrounded me at every turn. I could have taken my own life. (As I've said in a song I wrote called "If" "Should I let my father kill me, or should I do it myself?") The human spirit, no matter how much darkness there is, sometimes finds the tiniest bit of light in the darkest of places. I am Unbreakable.
Monday, September 8, 2014
"An Open letter to Feminist Trolls" (Yes, the men whose favorite words start with B,C,or S)
Warning, language (But I sure relate!!!) Sometimes, when I have written
my blogs, I get these lovely messages posted publicly by men to my blog
to suck their, well you know, or that I'm a slut (How do THEY know?
Honey, I've been married 23 years!) or that I'm a c word which is
basically telling me I'm a vagina, which basically every woman has, and
walks around with every day (as the woman in this video attests too,
which means I'm not alone...lol) so that's not really an insult...I
think this woman explains it beautifully, though its sad that THESE
men(who are kind of simpletons and seriously misogynistic if you ask
me) always resort to these three or four words words WORDS. Which mean,
well...NOTHING:p.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ucO4ijwOUN8
Guest Blog: On Feelings Of Ex Mormons When They Leave:(This fits my feelings more than anything I've ever read) P.S. distribute far and wide!
This is a VERY good blog regarding ex-Mormons feelings about how they are treated after they leave...I would suggest my Mormon friends WIDELY distribute this... I like it so much and it fits a lot of my feelings about how people have treated me when I left the church: so much that I am putting it here on my blog site...(I got her permission) http://www.churchofthefridge.com
Sunday, September 7, 2014
Let It Gooooooo! (Video)
Funny..Last March I sang this song (I am a singer by trade- been in a band who was invited as one of 3 bands to be in Studio 7s "Battle Of the Bands" and would have gotten a contract if we won...IF I wouldn't have been Mormon at the time and played and gigged on Sunday: so don't be scared to click on it...lol) after the "inquisition" of a full
month from my asinine bishop for my Ordain women profile where he took
my temple recommend- I had been ridiculed at church (And my husband
doing something called home teaching got bawled out by a member for my
marriage equality sign in my yard- too damn bad! Its MY yard!) and just
plain bullied by the Mormon Church Presidency in my area and this was my
way of coping singing: I notice how tired and sad I look, but
I was starting to let go...http://www.singsnap.com/karaoke/watchandlisten/play/ba86319faA song I sang yesterday I look completely free and happy compared...Singing a song called "This is God" http://www.singsnap.com/karaoke/watchandlisten/play/c5bbb1563
(I think it sums up EVERYTHING I feel about the world and how we should
treat people. Its a song that is from "Gods" perceptive) I think there
is a HUGE literal change in how I look...I am liberated from all the
ridiculousness. And it actually physically SHOWS.
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